| Thursday, June 19, 2008 |
| so thats how it feels like |
I used to hold his hands, but not anymore.
I used to be the one he kissed, but that was the past.
I used to love how he sound on the phone, and what about now?
I used to scold him for his silliness, what rights do I have now?
I used to ignore him when he is being irritated, and who needs that now?
I used to be the one being cheated and broken time and time again, but this wont happen from now on.
Because now, Im all without him.
It is great that everyone moves on with their life, isnt it? It is about time!
Then what is this intense feeling inside me? It was my choice to remain good friend afteralls. Did I make a mistake? I almost died inside while we were chatting on the phone last night as he admitted his lies (finally.... i dont know why it still matters) and told me he is attached. Yet, I thought he lied a point while explaining the truth and I didnt bother to fight anymore. Ok, there is simply no trust so Kaiwen, you are strong enough to be determined in what you believe. No looking back.
Why cant we be given the only ONE in your entire life? 1 year ago, I wonder if I can ever accept another guy as I got so sick of relationship. 1 year later, I wonder if I can even love again. There hasnt been anyone who fits the bill yet... or is it just my problem?
To all those in love, cherish each other and grow your love.
To those who wants to be in love but cant find the one to be in love with --> hey... we are on the same boat!!
After the very much anticipated wait, the holiday is here.. I promise myself to enjoy it and live it to the fullest. To more fun times... Cheers! |
posted by kai @ 8:55 PM  |
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he deserve to be kick, slap, canned and hang to death.Wat comes ard goes ard and i m so sure u can find some1 so much better den tis ass.
U must make sure u r always more happy den him den u'll feel gd and hv no regrets.
Lotsa hugs,
peggy
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aww.. Peggy.. I dont hate him and I dont blame him because nobody is perfect,so dont condemn him ok.
And, thanks for all ur love! I will definitely be happy with my life and, I do have doubts, but definitely no regrets. =D
Hows u and ur married life? Do update me if ur going to have kids or something! haha.. Please dont let me be the last to know. =p
Huggies!
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my love will blow you away! :D
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what can i say?? Go on.. take my breath away... *wink*
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he deserve to be kick, slap, canned and hang to death.Wat comes ard goes ard and i m so sure u can find some1 so much better den tis ass.
U must make sure u r always more happy den him den u'll feel gd and hv no regrets.
Lotsa hugs,
peggy